i give the fuck up! ugh
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20 November 2009 @ 10:36 pm
06 September 2009 @ 08:20 pm
i'm making it...things aren't exactly going how i want them to, but i'm making the best of that too. 21st bday was last Tuesday. spent it with one of my Favorite people. We argued the majority of the day, only to conclude that neither of us would change a thing. Real blog later...just pointless rambling =)
11 July 2009 @ 04:11 pm
it's official. going to Blue and White Weekend in Gainesville, Fl this thursday-friday. me + my frat & sorors + frat & sorors from all over the country + my Jeremy = a really REALLY fun weekend. it's my 1st Blue & White, so i'm toooo excited lol.
09 July 2009 @ 05:14 pm
certain things Jeremy says are starting to irk me. we could be txting back and forth...regular conversation...then out of NOWHERE, he be on that i dont know how i feel about you or our relationship type thing. and saying he doesn't want me to get too attached. i'm sitting here thinking how can u be with someone if u dont know how u feel about them? dont get too attached? is one of us a puppy...something to be played with and dropped off later because someone cn't handle the responsibility. like wtf. when is he gonna get it together? or rather, when is he gonna stop hiding shit from me?
and idk how i feel about the buddy-buddy thing with his ex, even though he's not the type to completely cut ties with anyone. bitch is just starting to irk me because she still likes him, and she is constantly trying to find ways to weasel her way back in while under the cover of saying she just wants to be friends. such as, dancing with him at the club...fine, cool...but when he walks away, u playing in his hair and grabbing all over him. he and i were both a lil annoyed by that. at the same time, she is his so-called friend. dont get mad and come to me...u put her in check.
anyways, he wanted to spend some quality time with his niece, so i suggested that he take her to the beach. he decided to go to Panama City Beach (not knowing the drive would be as long as it turned out to be), but i got a text shortly after he got there saying '4hr drive jus for this smile'. i let him borrow my digi...
he manages to look like this on every pic. before i met him, he added me on FB. i thought he was the ugliest thing lol. guess he's not photogenic tho..doesn't look like this in person.
and idk how i feel about the buddy-buddy thing with his ex, even though he's not the type to completely cut ties with anyone. bitch is just starting to irk me because she still likes him, and she is constantly trying to find ways to weasel her way back in while under the cover of saying she just wants to be friends. such as, dancing with him at the club...fine, cool...but when he walks away, u playing in his hair and grabbing all over him. he and i were both a lil annoyed by that. at the same time, she is his so-called friend. dont get mad and come to me...u put her in check.
anyways, he wanted to spend some quality time with his niece, so i suggested that he take her to the beach. he decided to go to Panama City Beach (not knowing the drive would be as long as it turned out to be), but i got a text shortly after he got there saying '4hr drive jus for this smile'. i let him borrow my digi...
he manages to look like this on every pic. before i met him, he added me on FB. i thought he was the ugliest thing lol. guess he's not photogenic tho..doesn't look like this in person.
05 July 2009 @ 12:39 am
sooo...things in Zeta Land are starting to look up, i suppose. i can honestly say that im trying to get along with my sorors, but some things are just petty and childish and quite frankly im tired of dealing with them.
As far as my LS (line sister)goes, i still dont fuck with her. it's not because she wouldnt listen to me when i told her to stop sleepin with all these dudes that are no good and it wasnt because she got drunk and left me at a party. when i met her, she was a totally diff person. she dressed differently, liked rocked music and white guys, and had a boyfriend of 2yrs. we became Zetas, and she dropped that dude overnight, started listening to rap music from the 90s (because she wasnt up on current things), and started fuckin ALL of our frat brothers. she dropped all of her old white friend and attempted to 'take' my friends. her attitude became nastier because she always had this holier than thou thing goin on. i dont know if i met the true Lola before we crossed or if the person that she is now is the person that she is. Either way, i don't know her, she's FAKE, and im not fuckin with her. case closed. it's not even a grudge...your friends mirror your true self. i guess that's why she doesnt have any.
When it comes to the people that crossed me, i'm tired of being mad at them. it's really NOT benefitting me at all. we don't have to be best friends. i've grown to learn that there is a huge difference between a soror and friend. im working on those ties though. I have sorors that want me to hold that grudge just because they're hurt/mad...they will be left behind. im sorry but me being mad at someone because my friend is is NOT wassup. im too old for that, and im ready to move on.
things with my lil Sigma are lookin good again. i pissed him off earlier this week, and he was on some other shit..but i understand because i did hurt him on purpose and it backfired. sooo yea...we made up 2 or 3 times and that was that lmao.
my smurf ♥ ..its an old pic tho. dreads are longer=)
As far as my LS (line sister)goes, i still dont fuck with her. it's not because she wouldnt listen to me when i told her to stop sleepin with all these dudes that are no good and it wasnt because she got drunk and left me at a party. when i met her, she was a totally diff person. she dressed differently, liked rocked music and white guys, and had a boyfriend of 2yrs. we became Zetas, and she dropped that dude overnight, started listening to rap music from the 90s (because she wasnt up on current things), and started fuckin ALL of our frat brothers. she dropped all of her old white friend and attempted to 'take' my friends. her attitude became nastier because she always had this holier than thou thing goin on. i dont know if i met the true Lola before we crossed or if the person that she is now is the person that she is. Either way, i don't know her, she's FAKE, and im not fuckin with her. case closed. it's not even a grudge...your friends mirror your true self. i guess that's why she doesnt have any.
When it comes to the people that crossed me, i'm tired of being mad at them. it's really NOT benefitting me at all. we don't have to be best friends. i've grown to learn that there is a huge difference between a soror and friend. im working on those ties though. I have sorors that want me to hold that grudge just because they're hurt/mad...they will be left behind. im sorry but me being mad at someone because my friend is is NOT wassup. im too old for that, and im ready to move on.
things with my lil Sigma are lookin good again. i pissed him off earlier this week, and he was on some other shit..but i understand because i did hurt him on purpose and it backfired. sooo yea...we made up 2 or 3 times and that was that lmao.
my smurf ♥ ..its an old pic tho. dreads are longer=)